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[Sep. 29th, 2006|04:01 pm] |
So i've always been pretty interested with all this fan art stuff people do,
I decided to do one too, although I haven't really decided what to do it on yet.
I might do an unofficial one on my own character that i have been writting about from some time.
Meh we'll see, i'll be updating this all the time anyway.
xxx
| 001. | Beginnings. |
002. | Middles. |
003. | Ends. |
004. | Insides. |
005. | Outsides. |
| 006. | Hours. |
007. | Days. |
008. | Weeks. |
009. | Months. |
010. | Years. |
| 011. | Red. |
012. | Orange. |
013. | Yellow. |
014. | Green. |
015. | Blue. |
| 016. | Purple. |
017. | Brown. |
018. | Black. |
019. | White. |
020. | Colourless. |
| 021. | Friends. |
022. | Enemies. |
023. | Lovers. |
024. | Family. |
025. | Strangers. |
| 026. | Teammates. |
027. | Parents. |
028. | Children. |
029. | Birth. |
030. | Death. |
| 031. | Sunrise. |
032. | Sunset. |
033. | Too Much. |
034. | Not Enough. |
035. | Sixth Sense. |
| 036. | Smell. |
037. | Sound. |
038. | Touch. |
039. | Taste. |
040. | Sight. |
| 041. | Shapes. |
042. | Triangle. |
043. | Square. |
044. | Circle. |
045. | Moon. |
| 046. | Star. |
047. | Heart. |
048. | Diamond. |
049. | Club. |
050. | Spade. |
| 051. | Water. |
052. | Fire. |
053. | Earth. |
054. | Air. |
055. | Spirit. |
| 056. | Breakfast. |
057. | Lunch. |
058. | Dinner. |
059. | Food. |
060. | Drink. |
| 061. | Winter. |
062. | Spring. |
063. | Summer. |
064. | Fall. |
065. | Passing. |
| 066. | Rain. |
067. | Snow. |
068. | Lightening. |
069. | Thunder. |
070. | Storm. |
| 071. | Broken. |
072. | Fixed. |
073. | Light. |
074. | Dark. |
075. | Shade. |
| 076. | Who? |
077. | What? |
078. | Where? |
079. | When? |
080. | Why? |
| 081. | How? |
082. | If. |
083. | And. |
084. | He. |
085. | She. |
| 086. | Choices. |
087. | Life. |
088. | School. |
089. | Work. |
090. | Home. |
| 091. | Birthday. |
092. | Christmas. |
093. | Thanksgiving. |
094. | Independence. |
095. | New Year. |
| 096. | Writer‘s Choice. |
097. | Writer‘s Choice. |
098. | Writer‘s Choice. |
099. | Writer‘s Choice. |
100. | Writer‘s Choice. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 17th, 2006|10:39 pm] |
guess what?
i found the catch....
i'm soooooo tired :(
lol been working so hard this term already.
i havent seen ryan around since i ran into him that day,
appart from through the conservatory window when he gave me a massive massive smile and i waved back,
i should be feeling these flutterings, DAMN IT!!!!
there is someone else too,
always him
he's always there no matter how hard to try to get away from him....
he makes my head spin, and i hate him for it
i have tried so so hard to get over him and he doesnt make it any easier
i wish i could just settle it would be so nice,
i'm sick of being fat too.
going to lose weight.
thats the only thing that is different between me and isobell
about 5lbs.....
the boys swoon over her even though she is coming up to her second year anniversary with luciano.....
that must be my problem.
anyway going to go wash the glitter out of my hair from last nights party :P
my silver wings are laid out on my rooms floor.
they are so pretty :D
haha
night!
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|11:58 pm] |
Maybe I should stop doing these,
No one reads,
No one comments,
But then again, I'm not doing it for anyone else,
Writting all this stuff down for me.....
Memoirs of a Princess? haha!!!
Do you think that would sell?? Be made into a film one day???
Hahah I doubt it,
I hope not.
[Eeeeef! maybe I should stop writting, wouldn't be good if that ever did happen, the PR department would go mad!!!!]
The strangest thing happened today,
I was talking to a boy who is in the year below me,[he's an old family friend] by the name of Ryan,
He's got really attractive as he's got older.
He used to have really blonde, really curly hair and we always got on really well, even though it's his brother who is mine and Isobell's age, we all used to play together as children.
ANYWAY
Now he's slim but with muscles, and he has almost black, really curly hair, and really interesting eyes.
I found myself a little bit attracted to him, which I also felt was pretty wrong,
my heads a bit confused over that, any idea's from the obyss would be appreciated lol annoymous or not,
"Is it wrong to like a guy who you used to be childhood friends with and who is younger?!!!"
Argh! No No No! I have to work this year, and work damn hard, it's my final exams this time,
not playing with grades or messing around.
*le sigh*
I have to go now, I have a synchronised swimming team to organise!!!!
:D
Oh yeah did i mention i made captain this year?
I've got to start working the music and routine before i go to bed and sleep in time for school tomorrow!
Haha things seem to be finally going my way,
I cant help but think what might be about to go wrong, things never go this smoothly there has to be a catch somewhere :s
Good Night all!
xxxx |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|01:36 am] |
Well here we go again,
We're back!!!!
Back for another year at Eccelstones...
Real deal this time though,
We will be going off to university next year,
This really is our last year!!!!
I cant believe that Faith and Jon aren't here!
It feels so empty :(
Damn it! Isabell and I are finally the eldest in the school haha,
It's so strange!
I miss Faith,
Annnnnnnnnd it's painfully obvious that Luciano misses Jondalar....
he's almost pinning(sp?) hahahaha!
My timetable is sick!
Sick i tell you sick!!!!
I have 10 hours of taught English a week,
That's right, you didn't misread TEN HOURS -_-
I think i'm going to die!!!!!
Argh!!!!!
The flight over here was amazing,
We flew at dusk,
It was so pretty,
Taking off into the sun and all,
I watched Pride and Prejudice the other day,
I think i'm an old, broken, romantic at heart,
So taking off into the sunset on friday was perfect,
Plus this time the press wasn't present, and the lack of flashy flashing camera's makes everything better.
The security scare was horrible though!
I was really scared,
Having said that they told us there was a bomb on our car!
I think most people would be scared to be honest....
The upside being that the airport was totally empty,
I don't understand why they can't just take off from the palace, I mean it's stupid it has to be some kind of national event just to see "the children" off to school,
I still think it's utterly stupid to send all the royal children to school in England, we have a perfectly good schooling system in our own country, and it hardly shows faith in the system if the head of state wont even put their own children into said system but what ever,
Grandmamma has her big pointy nose in everything as per usual and she says the children go to England for schooling, and the children go to England for schooling,
Argh! stupid woman.
Anyhoo rant over,
.
.
.
Almost :P
I have to go down to the halls,
I'm a prefect this year (surprise surprise)
So is Isobell (even more surprise surprise, cant have one with out the other can you.....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!)
Being a prefect for Fenwick (my school house) I have to go make sure all our girls are ok, bless them some of them are so nervous, it's obviously their first time here, and the first years are almost in tears already, their parents leaving them all over the place.
I almost feel sorry for them, but then again, me and Isobell never cried, but then again, our parents have never seen us off to school or "dropped" us off, and our big brother was already here.
What ever, i'm going to go make sure they are all ok.
I really really want to beat Lanora (opposition school house) this year, it feels so good to beat them haha!
Fools!
And i'm actually going to go down to halls now, wasted too much time as it is,
better start at the bottom with the youngest, they are always the most teary.
Bubye!
xxxx |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 28th, 2006|02:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | wasted tomorrow - infinities end | ] |
Yes Yes Yes!
She finally woke up yesterday.
I couldnt believe it, I was so happy.
Was sat and spoke for a while and then she went back to sleep, then I went and got my parents.
You'd have thought she'd spent enough time sleeping lol.
I've got her back!
I've got her back!
FINALLY!
I never thought I could miss someone that much!
I'm telling you, if she ever does that to me again I'll kill her.
Jondalar still hasnt been into see her,
She keeps asking where he is.
I dont have the heart to tell her about him just yet,
I'll tell her when she's better,
In the mean time I'm going to go and kick his ass into going to see her.
I know he was really upset about what happened, but thats just stupid,
She's going to be ok now,
And he shouldnt be ashamed of what happened,
It wasnt his fault,
It could have happened to anyone.
Maybe it's time for some harsh words,
All he does these past few weeks is sit and glower at people.
The last time I heard him speak was when he yelled at grandmamma on my behalf.
Even Faith (Jondalar's girlfriend) hasnt heard his voice in weeks,
She said when he sleeps some times tears run down his face.
He must be taking this alot harder than I thought.
Surely he should be feeling better now she's awake?!
I dont get boys, they are all totally mad.
I at least thought I understood him.
Apparently I was wrong!!!
Luciano (Isobell's boyfriend) hasnt left her side much like me,
He even flew in from Italy when he heard about the accident.
I understand him slightly better,
He hasnt been talking either, just making little romantic gestures, kissing her, holding her hand, you know that type of thing.
It's really sweet, I wish I had a boyfriend too.
Anyway!
Got to be off, Isobell and I are going for a walk around her gardens :)
I'm so happy I have my sister back!
xxxx |
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[Jul. 19th, 2006|02:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
Hey ok today was a blur.
I know I wrote in the group a few days ago about Isobell.
Well guess what, she's still not awake.
I'm so scared, :(
What if she doesnt wake up,
I cant do this with out her.
Today was so hard aswell,
I mean usually when we talk to the press we do it together.
But today I had to tell them about her accident, about how she fell.
I made a mess out of it, and Grandmamma was enraged, she said I let the family down again, and that she wished it was me lying in that bed and not Isobell.
It was the first time Jon has spoken this last week since it happened and he virtually growled at her, I think she was shocked, because she didnt answer, and believe me thats not Grandmamma's way. She's argue all the way to the end of the earth if she thought it was possible.
I dont know why I feel so shocked that she said it, it's never been a secret that Isobell is her favourite and that she hates me.... what did I ever expect?
So anyway Jon barked at her to never speak to me that way again, and he dragged me away, back into Isobells room.
My emotions are so mixed, about a million flashed through my head all at once,
-Anxiety from making my speach to the press.
-Loathing for my Grandmamma.
-Excitement and Shock that Jondalar finally spoke.
-Apprihention at hearing his tone.
-Dread at being back in front of her unnaturally still body.
-Fear that she wont ever open her eyes again.
I feel weak, it's her that is ill and she needs me to be strong.
Why cant I do this?
If I cant even do it for my twin sister what hope has anyone else got?
Today was the first time I've left her bed side, I was worried she might wake while I was away. I almost wish she had done, so I'd know she was ok now, but I also want my face to be the first one she see's.
Normally we are each others shadows, cant turn around for the other.
Thats the way it should be,
Hence the reason I am NOT leaving her bed side.
I'll update in a few days,
I dont think I've ever been so scared in my whole life,
I just want my sister back.
xxxx |
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| New Journal |
[Jun. 15th, 2006|06:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Le Bedroom | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  optimistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | coheed and cambria - mother may i | ] |
So, I had a live journal for years and years,
and when i looked back at the entries there were alot of
-upset
-angry
-frustrated
-fake
entries and i just didnt want to see them anymore, be reminded of have them hanging over my head as if all the bad things in my life were still there on show for people to see and grill me about so i deleted it and got this one :)
Of course just like anyone else there were happy memeories in amongst that lot but they were very much in the minority.
Fresh start i reckon since i have found a new optimism for life than i should share it with all aspects of my life.
New Journal.
To happier times ahead.
:D
xxxx |
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